Four months old.
Kind of caught in this whirlwind of madness over things like finding work and finishing school, so I’m don’t really have time to report in today.
I’ll make a video this week.
8 month video.
4 month video
This is a post.
So there’s this guy.
Cisguy to be more precise.
And I look at him, and then I think about myself, and I wind up sitting and wondering if I could hypothetically look more like him if I lost weight. And as I’m losing weight, I’m starting to notice that yeah, there’s a very slight resemblance. Some things are different, of course. I’m pocket-sized compared to him. His teeth are more straight. Things like that.
And so I’ve sort of been wondering if I’d look like him if I was born correctly.
I don’t know if this is a thought process where I need to get over the issues I have with being FAAB or if I’m just wondering openly.
So, I’ve been on T for 15 weeks.
Let’s take a look at some changes here.
- 5’ » 5’3.5” or so
- extreme drop in vocal pitch
- darkening/thickening of hair on every surface
- rapid muscle expansion
- rapid change in body shape
- loss of two letters’ worth of breast mass
- decrease in depression symptoms
- all around badassery
I don’t know that I’ve ever posted a picture of myself that’s more than the shoulders-up, so here’s a picture of me standing plus bonus hint at what my parents look like.
my dad’s phone takes the shittiest pictures, but this is a picture of my dad, my step-mother, and me from last weekend.
I might be blinking.
that might be a thing.
I just found a picture from about a year ago. So, check this out:
December 22 2010
and then there’s this:
1 8 2012; 14 weeks and 4 days on T
So,
I called one of my bros in New England and asked him how the climate is for transguys. He said it’s okay, no real issues, and if he wasn’t moving in a week he’d probably try to hook me up with a community out there. I can find my own people though. I mean, I done it before, I can do it again.
Name Change Update:
My dad and I just sort of roared at each other over dinner until he finally caved and said that he’s going to let me use savings money to pay for my name change.
I’m e-mailing someone tomorrow to get the process started.
Saturday, 31 December, 2011
94 days on T
- muscle mass has definitely, DEFINITELY increased. started working out for between 30 and 60 minutes per day, and it’s showing.
- decrease in breast tissue is apparently really noticeable. I haven’t measured or anything, but in comparison to where I was I look like I’m constantly binding.
